I should not be too competitive, with others. i don't like to hurt other people, but sometimes, if i work hard to much, it always come to a point that it will turn out bad. I don't like to be the "kontrabida" or a threat to someones life. All i want is to excel in something i wish to be. Now Im working hard, but i feel that I'm stepping on someone's shoe. I wanna have some advices from my friends, parents, but most of all, the best thing that I will do is to pray. I must do something which everyone will be happy. I don't like angry moments. I feel like that destroys the mood.It's a sad thing that we are in this institution which there is always the thing called survival of the smartest, hehehe, maybe that is the thought, but it will turn out to be a competition :((. As I've said, I don't like to hurt other people. All I am aiming is to be the best and to have the good/ better / best grades.
I wanna thank my classmates are my "kuyog pauli". I feel like I can share to them my thoughts and feelings for this day. I am also thankful to my best friend, who supports and understands me. I wanna thank my Indian-named close friend who understands me and gives advices to me. I wanna thank my Mother in our room and my sisters, I'm just happy. And to my friends and to everyone thank you. I am thanking these people for being good friends of mine. It is a sad thing to part ways after high school, i know this may sound "char" but really nothing can compare to this experience.
I don't know if im making sense, but I just wrote this post/ blog to express my feelings. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I hope I'll be okay. I know it's hard to move on. But I always put it into my mind and heart, that God planned everything. It is written in His book. Lord is always kind. And the grandest gratitude goes to Lord God! Thank you Lord God, for always being there. :)
I know this ain't a speech but right now this is what i call Freedom of Expression.
On the other side. Last night, we went to a fiesta. All I expected was to eat just to eat. But it came to a point my classmate bought something and Girl classmate was too innocent and a little bit ignorant she became blablabalbal. it wass a loong story, I hope no one will know about this, except for us.
Don't be too competitive.
This is what I'm saying :)
You know what I'm saying?!!!??
Good. That's all thank you. God bless
I hope i get a standing Ovation. kekeke
just kidding i know I'm not a good writer.
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