Gee XD

OLA TINOLA. Hi! Tomorrow's the last day of May. Sa amon balay May 30 na karon. And I haven't enrolled myself in any school. Well, Good Luck to me. EPIC. Weird, I don't wear Sleevless and post it online. I actually dyed an old white shirt and I turned it into a tank top. Charbak. Huwhatdapec. Anyways, Be Happy. God bless

It's been how many months? OMY. My last post was on September 2011. It's been 8 MONTHS! I love Love Rain! As I've read in my previous post. I wanted to have Mr. Taxi and guess what! I have already have mine. I also have The Boys and Girls Generation 1st Japan Album. Yey! :) I'm pure pink blooded S<3NE Good Morning. It's good to be Back. Thank God I'm still alive. I love you Lord!

I AM SO SAD. Oh I shouldn't be sad. God's there, Jesus is there. They are watching over me. Today's the first day of my First ever Baseball Summer Training. I've seen new faces and learned a lot. My arms hurt right now.I love playing Baseball. But the only problem is that, I'm not that kind of person who speaks Banyaga in front of other people. I'm not used to it. Supppperrr. I asked people to be with me or join this training but sadly they declined because of some matters. But anyways, I still joined the baseball training and guess what, people around me are so Banyaga. I think I am so small. WAIT, am I making any sense here? ................ Let me rephrase this paragraph and lemme start all over again. Soooooooooooooo, what happened before I joined this thing is that, my Dad, really wants me to join but my Mom doesn't want me, she want's me to go the gym. What!? I don't like going to the gym. I am scared. Then, with much deliberation (exaggerated)I decided to play baseball. I went to the field on the 1st day but I was on my casual clothes, so I cannot play. Then we came back on the second day but I was so late, so I just paid the reg fee and went home. Then the third day came, which is my first day, I was so nervous. I felt like I was going to die or somewhat, I had mixed emotions -- should I be surprised? nervous? happy? sad? I really don't know. But then I came early and had a little orientation with the Coach. Then he taught me some pitching, catching and etc. but I was so weak and noob, that little girl(which is the daughter of the coach) was even better than me. WHAT? but anyway, it's understandable because it's my first time. But that shouldn't be the reason. I should be good also even though I'm a first timer. Then people suddenly came and we had to do the "Official Training". And so on and we had that and bla bla. Finally, it came to an end. I was so happy and at the same time worried. And I asked myself, should I come back tomorrow? Still that question pops right into my head. I am so confused. T.T but we paid for that, and that money shouldn't go to waste. Money can't be seen anywhere right now. It is something being worked hard. Now what? Should I? I know I should. Sigh. Life is too short for regrets. I shouldn't be regretting that I joined but instead I should be contented and happy. I must remember I am here to learn. Sigh. I know Lord will help me, you , everyone of us. :) I hope I made sense today. God bless Everyone.

I should not be too competitive, with others. i don't like to hurt other people, but sometimes, if i work hard to much, it always come to a point that it will turn out bad. I don't like to be the "kontrabida" or a threat to someones life. All i want is to excel in something i wish to be. Now Im working hard, but i feel that I'm stepping on someone's shoe. I wanna have some advices from my friends, parents, but most of all, the best thing that I will do is to pray. I must do something which everyone will be happy. I don't like angry moments. I feel like that destroys the mood.It's a sad thing that we are in this institution which there is always the thing called survival of the smartest, hehehe, maybe that is the thought, but it will turn out to be a competition :((. As I've said, I don't like to hurt other people. All I am aiming is to be the best and to have the good/ better / best grades.

I wanna thank my classmates are my "kuyog pauli". I feel like I can share to them my thoughts and feelings for this day. I am also thankful to my best friend, who supports and understands me. I wanna thank my Indian-named close friend who understands me and gives advices to me. I wanna thank my Mother in our room and my sisters, I'm just happy. And to my friends and to everyone thank you. I am thanking these people for being good friends of mine. It is a sad thing to part ways after high school, i know this may sound "char" but really nothing can compare to this experience.
I don't know if im making sense, but I just wrote this post/ blog to express my feelings. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I hope I'll be okay. I know it's hard to move on. But I always put it into my mind and heart, that God planned everything. It is written in His book. Lord is always kind. And the grandest gratitude goes to Lord God! Thank you Lord God, for always being there. :)

I know this ain't a speech but right now this is what i call Freedom of Expression.

On the other side. Last night, we went to a fiesta. All I expected was to eat just to eat. But it came to a point my classmate bought something and Girl classmate was too innocent and a little bit ignorant she became blablabalbal. it wass a loong story, I hope no one will know about this, except for us.

Don't be too competitive.
This is what I'm saying :)
You know what I'm saying?!!!??
Good. That's all thank you. God bless
I hope i get a standing Ovation. kekeke
just kidding i know I'm not a good writer.

Oh! i really wanna change my attitude maybe?
i feel that
there is something strange going on.
i really don't know what is happening
but every time i hurt people, people will..

ICANNOTFINISH!
What a MESS!
AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH
SAY NO TO ANGER

LORD I LOVE YOU! :)

wow! its been so long! :))
i read my old post
and i am so happy to tell you that
ibought another album !

Hello Mr. Taxi :D

i hope I can buy the new Japanese Album and the rest
if only i have money =)

posted :D

I just wanna list all albums that I have
This is in particular order
I ordered these by date

Genie 소원을 말해봐
Gee
Oh!
Run Devil Run
-Girls Generation
-Baby Baby
*Genie Japanese Version
*Gee Japanese Version
~Hoot
~Into the New world
Into the New World the First Asia Concert Tour

These are the other albums that I have:)

Super Junior Bonamana
SHINee Romeo -- given by Jeongmal Jaica :))

THATS ALL.
I just wanna share
not boasting *_*

Ill follow up with picturess :)

How I wish I can Buy these:

Mr. Taxi
SNSD Tokyo Photobook
New Beginning of Girls Generation
SNSD Paradise in Phucket Photobook

And so mucch morre :(
I dont know why i buy these things.
wwaaaaaaa